Hey guys I’m back with another blog It’s been a long day but I’m so excited that you took the time out to sit down and read one of my blogs. I woke up today like I do every day since I started my Faith journey and changing my life with a smile on my face, telling myself ” Today will be a Great day.” Deep down today I felt that something was off, and I just didn’t know what, I got a message from my sister in-law about a work at home job that was hiring right then and there my mind started wandering about everything I was doing and if the decisions I had made and that I was making were the best ones. I no longer have a job, I’m going off of faith and my funds are getting low, so I started to worry and that was not of God that feeling was not something I wanted to feel so I knew I had to ask God for help. I got down on my knees and started to pray but first thinking him for what I already have and my family, then telling him what I was concerned about and were I want to be in my future, and to help me make the right decisions even though God knows what I’m thinking I went to him and told him again. I let God handle it because it was nothing but the devil trying to put those thoughts in my mind so that I can make my own decisions without God. I’m not trying to go back to that old me If you have been reading my blogs you know what I’m talking about that me was not in a good place. After I prayed, I put on my gospel music and “Smile” by Kirk Franklin came on in that song, he said don’t give up and that really stuck out to me, I decided that yes it will get hard because I’m so used to a different lifestyle, yes not everyone will agree with my decision, but God sees a path for me and I’m going to take it. I love what I do, blogging about my life experiences and challenges have helped me and one day my blogs will touch someone and change their lives, I don’t want to give that up. I’m slowly putting my three businesses together that I have dreamed about, I feel like a successful entrepreneur and that feeling feels so good. I decided that I need to look and feel the part I hate waking up looking bad it makes me feel bad, I want to feel and look like a successful Godly entrepreneur that I am, so I got up and did my hair now I was scared to do it by myself because I always think I will fail, but that Is nothing but the devil so I went for it and I did my hair myself. I was still a little scared that it will not looking right, and I started to pick out everything thing that was wrong even after I was finished but that was nothing but the devil again I just had to remember this was my first time, now I love it and it will not be the last time I try it because the more I try the better I will get. I also tried my new lip liner with my gloss I made, I love it this is what a successful Godly entrepreneur looks like; I felt good about myself, I will continue to put myself first and follow God. God has gotten me this far being disobedient so I know that he will get me even further being obedient and following him. I will no longer make decisions on my own, God will be the person I call on every time when things are bad and when things are good, I will serve him until Jesus returns.
I don’t know if someone needs to hear this but don’t give up, don’t let the devil win keep pushing for what you want and go after it no matter how hard it will be. If you feel your mind racing start praying to God and he will show you the sign and lead you, were you need to be every time, he will never steer you wrong. I wake up and tell myself every day that I’m beautiful, I’m blessed, I will accomplish anything I put my mind to because I’m god’s child.
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