Wild & Crazy Life Mom of 4

Hey guys I’m back and I’m so glad you took the time out of your day to read another one of my blogs. Have you ever felt like nothing goes good in your life and no matter how much you try no matter how hard your work it just seems like you still can’t get it right, well that’s how I been feeling lately. I have not been writing because I have been so overwhelmed with life and the challenges that come with being a mom of four and a Stepmom, a wife and working full-time it’s draining I just feel like I can’t breath and the walls are closing in on me. Marriage is so difficult no one prepares you for how much work it takes for two people to stay in love on top of dealing with kids, work and just life all together. I feel like I’m yelling but no one hears me, I’m screaming for help and no one notices, my life is empty in a world full of water and I just can’t seem to get anything right no matter how hard I try and my pride don’t want to come out and say anything because I don’t want to put my burden on anybody so I just deal with it and while I’m dealing with it I’m slowly suffocating. Life is about choices and keeping things in will never help. I want God to fill me up till I over flow so my life will flourish and prosper but with out God and prayer that will never happen so if you fill that your going on empty pray just drop down to your knees and tell God what your dealing with and what you need help with and he will come through every time.