Have you ever felt like you had it all under control but one day you get up feeling so overwhelmed you don’t know what to do. Well that’s how I was feeling today.
Today I just started feeling very overwhelmed that I have been crying all day. let me start with how I got that way I have three beautiful girls and I just had my first son on 6/12/2018 I came home at first still in a lot of pain from my first c section and getting my tubes tied so I was really not moving around that much and with my girls I breastfeed them till they was 10 months old and now its been harder to do that with my 4th one cause I’m just very tired all the time and never have time for the other kids. But i think me being at home all the time with a baby who doesn’t stop crying and other kids who is asking you to do this and that just got so overwhelming i just couldn’t take it anymore and i bust out in tears and i couldn’t stop.
Have you ever felt like you try so hard but you still don’t seem like you are getting anywhere? Well today was that day for me even after doing all that crying I still feel like I’m a tiny person and that I’m letting my son down and my kids cause I’m not able to give each and everyone the time they need and the love that they deserve.
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